Thank god it was safe oust side, so I could go out and celebrate my birthday.
However, I already had planned a plan B, in case if I stayed at home.
Coco asked me where do I want to celebrate my birthday at, and then she told me that she's arranged everything, and it's something I wouldn't expect. The next day she told me who's coming, they were those strangers who I hang out with every weekend (they're my sisters' friends).
I always tell her how bad I feel when I go out, I feel left out, and the only reason that keeps me going out with them is for the sake of going outside the house!
I didn't want them to show up to my birthday because I can't feel bad on my day. They may call it Friday but I call it My Day, because this is like the only day of the year that I get the spotlight.
Coco was wrong, it was something that I have expected, cause it didn't turn out good.
During that week Coco and the other were always talking behind my back as if they were planing for my birthday.
But you know what is the saddest part? Coco was chatting with my sis the whole time, telling her her secrets and stuff. Coco just told me on my birthday that she just got a boyfriend, and she told my sis before me :\\\|
The cake: my sis chose it because she's been craving for it for a long time, and seemed to her that my birthday's the perfect time to get that cake. I don't like it at all. The cake had my name on it, and it's the first time that I have this. We needed a lighter, Coco went to look for one, while she was looking my sis cut the cake! :S and then people came and took some bites of it, as if they want to taste the cake..
It looked disgusting and nothing of how I expected this moment to be like.
I expected the lights to be off, and people picturing and me blowing off the candles :')
but instead I ended up picturing them! -_-'
I got less than 10 pictures of me on my day..
The saddest part is that I've told my boyfriend to show up at my birthday long time ago, cause his presence will make my day <3
Just the night before he told me that he couldn't, I shed in tears, and after a while his friend called me from FAH's phone and told me that FAH is joking and he'll come, he just wants to surprise me.
Unfortunately, something came up and he couldn't show up
I am still holding some grudge but I'm moving on, nothing's worth it.
